About me, JJ

I AM ... obsessive compulsive. I tend to try to make things perfect instead of enjoying the moment of imperfection.
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I WANT... kids. I have an amazing husband and can't wait until we have an amazing family to add to my half family (Tommy's daughter, Maddison, is sweet enough to let me in to share a little of her life ;o).
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I HAVE ... A super-duper family! I great mom, really fun siblings, great in-laws and a PACK of the best nieces and nephews that make me so happy!
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I WISH I COULD ... live closer to my family. I love Tommy's family but there is nothing like your own troop. I especially miss the kids. At the wedding, they hardly knew me and it broke my heart.
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I HATE ... unkindness. This world is hard, ugly and very uncaring, we don't need to add more.
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I FEAR ... loosing my family. It has always been there, lying underneath the surface. I can't think of anything worse than not having my husband and my family.
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I HEAR ... so many different opinions and many people not willing to realize it is ok. So many people want conformity and for others to agree with them, we need to revel in difference and realize that our way may be great but if we stop and listen we may just learn something new.
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I SEARCH ... for the perfect shoes. I find them every once in a while and what a great day that is!
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I DON'T THINK ... life happens, we merely make choice that guide it. As soon as we take responsibility for our lives, the sooner we realize WE have the ability to change it!
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I REGRET ... not being kinder, nicer and just better to people in high school. I think back and realized I could have been so much better than I was.
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I LOVE ... quality time. When you truly get to spend time with someone, those are the best moments.
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I ACHE FOR ... the time when my house is as chaotic as my brothers and sister's.
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I ALWAYS CRY ... when I think about a child getting hurt.
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I AM NOT ... emotional. I tend to get locked in my logical world and forget to sympathize and be compassionate. I need to remember that not everything needs "fixed," sometimes people just need a shoulder to cry on.
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I DANCE ... whenever I can but nothing is better than when TOMMY DANCES! It's my favorite! _____________________________________________________

I NEVER ... eat enough vegetables. I try really hard to get them in the diet but OHHHHHHHHH GROSSSSSSSSSS!
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I RARELY ... wear shorts! I have always been self-conscious about "my horrible leg," but now I'm finally done with all my treatments I can finally show them off!
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I CRY WHEN I WATCH ... fun pictures of my family doing stuff without me!
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I AM NOT ALWAYS ... in a good mood. People are always commenting that they have never seen me in a bad mood but believe me, it happens. I believe that you choose your mood but sometimes I loose the fight and believe me, it AIN'T PRETTY!
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I HATE ... being dirty. You'll never catch me camping or roughing it. If I can't shower, I'm miserable.
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I'M CONFUSED ABOUT ... judgemental people. Why do they care about what other's do? I have always said, what someone else chooses has no bearing on my eternal salvation but my reaction and how I treat that person, does!
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I NEED ... a drug that will stop my craving for delicious food! LOL, life would be so much easier if the food that isn't good for us didn't taste so good!
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I SHOULD... keep a journal. I am the worst at it. I am trying to use my blog to help me in my efforts!
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